deafening.silence

Name
deafening.silence
Age
32
Gender
Female
Location
United States
Joined date
December 7th, 2008

Have you heard?

So there's this girl...

IT WAS TOO GOOD TO BE TRUE
Maybe it wasn't meant to be, maybe she really isn't good enough for anyone
Can someone cure the broken heart?


She likes:
God above and the earth underneath her
Plaid shirts and school girl skirts
Rainy days and stormy nights
Deathcore music and stupid lifetime movies
Black eyeliner and her blood red room
Drummer boys and the beat of a bass
Callalillies and being unique
Big words and confused faces
Scene boys and safety
Creativity and organized chaos
Writing stories and creating distractions
Freudian theory and reckless abandon
Confusing thoughts and understood meaning
Randomness and scheduled times
Being misunderstood and finding balance
Hardcore dancing and big sunglasses
Being a dork and having responsibilities
Studded belts and skinny jeans
Understanding truth and following a whim
The season of fall and holiday of Halloween
Having an opinion and being intimidating
Being a bitch and being able to kick ass
Disney movies and Tim Burton films
Finding excitement and people-watching
Happy dreams and staying out late


She hates:
Even numbers and rumored gossip
Broken hearted best friends and backstabbers
Creepy clowns and people's feet
Knowing her brothers are better and having to live with it
Being judged and judging others
Stupid fakes and indifferent opinions
Those who take things too seriously and those who don't take them seriously enough
Incorrect grammar and abriviations
Being a disappointment and knowing she can do nothing about it
Feeling like she doesn't belong and the prospect of getting lost in the sameness
Stuck up snobs and the company they keep
Writing cliche love stories and knowing they'll never be true
Sympathy from friends and pity from anyone
The color pink and the usual roses
Valentines day and being lonely
Stupid drama and unnecessary bitch fights
Talking on the phone and feigning happiness
Knowing she's too good at lying and being perfectly fine with that
Boys who mess up everything and severed relationships
Being at home and pretending like she's okay
Liars and pretenders
Finding love and finding it was all a lie


Does it matter?
She takes walks to clear her head
Her room is covered in posters
The rain makes her feel alive
She dances, but no one believes
Sweatshirts, belts, and rings are her obsession
She listens to His Infernal Majesty a.k.a HIM as she sleeps
Somethings never change...


TO WRITE LOVE ON HER ARMS is the single greatest organization ever. She doesn't care who disagrees with her. What they are doing is amazing.

...maybe she's not okay, but she's waiting for someone to fix what's broken..