So Im Sorry Again...Not Trying To Depress Everyone Else.. I Dont Really Mind If Nobody Ever Reads This To Be Honest. It Just Feels Nice To Type..After Some Lame Row Over Why My PJs Were Left On The Ironing Board, My Dad Has Declared Himself 'Resigned' From Being My Father.Says He Was Left With No Option.Even Though He's The One That Woke Me Up This Morning, At ONE Am, To Yell At Me Some More.I...

Im Sorry That The First Journal I Post Here Is Gonna Be Such A Pathetic, Self Pitying One ...But Im Suffocating In This House. . . And Its Driving Me Insane.Im Sooo Scared Of Going Back To Where I Was Last Summer, Cause If I Get There Again I Dont Think I'll Come Back Out Of It..But The Only Things My Dear Parents Have Said To Me Today Have Been Orders Or Demands Or Insults. About My Hair.. Or My...