Hey guys! As you all know Valentine's Day was Saturday. I hate that holiday because all of a sudden I stopped feeling loved. I don't know why. If people do love me, they don't show it all the time. I hate feeling this way and no I am not being suicidal. I love my family but they don't love me. I love Courtney but does she love me? I am tired of causing stress to the world. I don't know what to do...

Hey everyone. Bad news I have another stomach tumor. My dad doesn't want me to remove it. He wants me dead. I want to live for Courtney. Courtney thank you so much for always being there for me. Love you. I just don't know what to do anymore. If anyone has any advice please give me some. Please from your loving friend Jake. Thanks guys I appreciate all advice. I promise Courtney I will not leave...

Hey guys! I just want to let you all know (and this goes for my friends 2) I will probably not finish my story, "Courtney." I screwed the third chapter up and I'm beginning to think that I can't write stories anymore. Please read and comment my story on how bad it is. I'm sorry Courtney I just can't write anymore stories that are stupid. Yes, it's for you but the way it's going idk. I don't want...

My life has been crazy right now. I was feeling suicidal for the past few weeks but i'm ok now. I have a reason why. It was because i am dying of a stomach tumor and I wanted to just kill myself so that i could just get my death over with. The doctors say that if I get the surgery then i will live but i don't know if I should get it because I'm sometimes scared of sharp things. LOL!!!! I have a...