He Is Such A Disaster

So said BOY from a previous entry...Yeah, I regret opening up to him.He toyed with me, whether it was intended or not he did. I don't appreciate it at all especially after telling him that I trusted him. I don't know, I'm just glad he is now only considering be as a "good friend". Because that will make it way easier for me to see him the same way.BOY: ChurchMe: I plan on goingBOY: GooduhMe: I...
January 21st, 2009 at 10:52pm

The True Meaning of a Name

A- You like to drink.B- You like people.C- You're wild and crazy.D- You have one of the best personalities ever.E- Damn good kisser.F- People adore you.G- You never let people tell you what to do.H- You have a very good personality and looks.I- You have a really nice ass.L- You like to have fun.J- Everyone loves you.K- You are really silly.L- You like to have fun.M- Success comes easily to...
January 2nd, 2009 at 05:42am

I Think I Need A Restart

You know the past three years I don't think I've really been a christian. I've just been accepting that there's a God. Anyone can do that, can say that there is a great I Am out there. But I want to believe in him with my heart and my soul. I want to cry in church again. I want to hear his voice, his quiet voice that has long been overpowered by my selfishness and clinging to the world.I just want...
January 1st, 2009 at 08:40am

Willing To Be Vullnerable

I know that sounds really cheesy but I do not even care.I spent all Sunday texting BOY and he was being himself.We were texting until three in the morning... because he fell asleep.He just makes me smile.So Monday we're texting and...BOY: Do you like me?I think I almost died.I'm trying to get Megan's attention because like "OMFG HE JUST ASKED A HUGE QUESTION"Megan was not available for...
December 26th, 2008 at 08:14am