2009... What a year it's been!!! The world lost so many beautiful souls... All of which will be missed. The most recent being, I believe, Jimmy Sullivan, better known as The Rev. The most amazing drummer of his generation... :'(The year for me has been an emotional roller coaster. It's had it's ups and downs... But a few good things have come out of 2009. I found love this year :), I overcame my...

1. I didn't get a Wii because I got a laptop. (DURR!!)2. I'm waaay too obsessed with X-Men...3. 2010 is coming... Are you ready?4. I'm in love with Alex <35. I'm cold and my Snuggie is too far away :( (It's really only a few inches out of reach, but I'm lazy)6. I change my background every five seconds7. I name just about everything. My laptop's name is Synyster Gates (Lol, new addiction)8. I...

Are we ever going to get rid of journals? Hmmm, Dujo?So...It's about a week until Christmas!!! Who's excited? Even I'm excited, and I hate the holidays! I even wrote a Christmas song :) Granted, it is about wishing the holday season was over, but still...I've got my fuzzy snowman toe socks on, my hot coffee sitting on my computer desk, and I'm ready to write! Plus, SCHOOL'S OUT!!!!!!!!My boyfriend...

Hello all!On Friday, my sister got married. And at her reception I did the coolest thing I've ever done in my lifetime.You guys all know about the Kayne/Taylor thing, right? Well... When the best man was giving his speech about how happy he was for his brother to be married, I interrupted him.It went like this..."And I'm just so happy for y-" he says.And I cut in with, "Hold up, hold up. Alright,...

I really wanna be famous one day. All I ever want to do with my life is sing and play bass for a crowd. But I don't want to do it alone. I want all my friends to be right beside me the while time. In a band.My former band, Masquerade Massacre, didn't end on a very good note. Vincent broke up with Makayla and she was hysterical. I was so angry at Vincent that I kicked him out of the band. It didn't...

My nightmares have come back :( I thought they were gone forever this time. It had been two or three months since I had my last freaky nightmare, and now they decide to come back!!! And it wasn't just one or two, oh no, it was a lot. All through the night, too. I'm pretty P.O'd. I'd been having nice dreams, like the one where Taylor Lautner was holding me and singing to me. And then-WHAM!-ghosts...

I need some new tunes. I won't be giving up my old ones. I just need a song I haven't listened to before.Things I like:My Chemical RomancePapa RoachCobra StarshipBoys Like GirlsFall Out BoyH.I.M.FlyleafGood Charlotte (gotta love them Madden brothers :D)Panic! At the DiscoSum 41Smashing PumpkinsThings I don't like:Jonas BrothersMiley CyrusAnything Disney, really.Any rap or pop.Tranny(oops)Lady...

First of all, I love that song :DSecond of all, I got my new bass :DHer name is Ivy, and she's the most beautiful bass ever!!!Things have started to go pretty good for me. Despite my last journal, I feel lovely!This might sound a little conceited, but I'm so proud of myself.I actually interacted with real people today :) the kind that you can poke without using an asterotisk :D If you got my witty...

Well... First if all, my mom wants me to be perfect at everything. But, it's hard, ya know? To be perfet, I mean. She expects me to get straight A's, be involved in all the school activities, have 167849264927482 friends(exaggeration, but still, she wants a lot), and the worst thing: she expects me to forget my dreams and follow hers. It's like I'm living her life, except better than her's. I'm a...

Loves Gerard's hair in The Ghost Of You?Wishes Gerard would have married Frank instead?Wants some cupcakes and nachos?Wonders why Gerard finally started feeding Mikey again?Is happy Mikey doesn't look aneroxic anymore?Wants a hug?Wants that hug to be from Bob?Loves lip rings?Is waiting for this journal to be over?Wonders what the purpose of this journal was?Really wants Gerard to have The Ghost Of...

Today I was in Hot Topic and I saw a Gir shirt. I am absolutely in love with that little dude!!! And I just stare at it; I zoned out for a while. I starting thinking about stuff. And somehow my mind drifted to the subject of Bob Bryar O.o I love Bob, don't get me wrong. I started thinking of what he would be like as a dad. He'd be pretty f*cking sweet, it you ask me. And that got me thinking about...

Okay, I've decided to start a band. Find a few good buddies, start a band! Lol, but Brad Paisley isn't my point. I need help!!! Oh, god that sounded desperate... Okay, I'm desperate for some help with this band. I want it to go places, and get big. I've found my light, and I'm ready to shine! I have a singer and a bassist...both of which would be me... O.o Sad, I know. But none of my friends are...

Laughs when everyone is crying. Can't be herself around other people. Can't face heartbreak. Wishes someone, anyone, would except who I really am. Was forced into being a cheerleader. Wanted to play basketball. Doesn't want to let anyone down. Protects the ones she loves. Hates being outdoors. Would rather sit up in her room on the Internet all day. Can't be around people very long. Likes to read....

This journal isn't very important, but I wanted to post it anyways. Why? Because I'm a need and enjoy technology. I'm learning guitar. Obvious via the title. The only song I can play so far is You Belong With Me by Taylor Swift. It is the easiest song I've ever tried to play. There's only like four chords throughout the whole song!!! I'm proud of myself though. My brother, who plays every...

Time passes by too quickly. A few months ago I was just a whimpy little 6th grader. Now, well, now I'm a full blown 7th grader!I've lost some good friends, and made some not so good ones. I miss being worry free.So much I long to take a nap in class without getting a detention. So much I grieve over the loss of my child-like days.I hate being smart. They put me in Algebra this year instead of Pre...

Okay, so I had like half a battery, and I was typing a chapter. My battery turned red and I was like, "What the hell?!?!" Then it turned back to half a battery. I'm just like, "What the f*ck is going on with my iPod?!?!"I sat it down for a minuite and then went back to it. My battery was back to red. So I think, "Screw it!!! I'm gonna finish this chapter anyways!!!"I was finished typing the...

Okay, first of all I would like to apologize to anyone who requested a one shot. Mibba logs me out every time I try to post a new chapter. I didn't save it to a draft or Word Document because I thought that it would post. I got banned from the Internet by my mom for a week. I'm a nerd, I know. I will more than likely post something on Monday. If my sunburn doesn't kill me, that is. Again, I'm...

Ha ha ha!!! I just went to YouTube and searched Mikey Way. This hillarious video about why Gerard doesn't feed Mikey anymore. It's called, "Why Gerard Doesn't Feed Mikey Anymore." Or something like that. I don't completely remember. Ahaha!!! And how many of you follow Mikey on twitter? I do!!! His posts are the freaking greatest!!! So are Alicia's. Om nom nom!!! He just rants about funny crap....

As the title states, anyone want me to write them a one shot? I'm very bored, so I need something to do. I'm open to all kinds of one shots. Weather it be fanfic, femmislash, *cough* frerard, boysex, death, suicide, or comedy. It's summer vacation here, and as I said earlier: I'm very bored. I do have a rule, though. NO WAYCEST!!! Other ideas are welcomed. My rule about Waycest will not waver. I...

Okay, firstly I will admit that I have afew lot of anger management issues. I tend to get angry a little more than average. Everyone says it's just my hormones acting up, but I don't think so. There has to be more behind my anger, right? That's not my point, though. I need some anger suppressants, or reliefs. Is there maybe an aromatic that could help? Any breathing exercises, or other ways to...