I have not updated in awhile, and I need to apologize to all of my readers.My life has been total chaos lately.I've been mourning over a best friend who lost his life, not long ago. I've been trying hard to get over the heartbreak I've recieved when I found out the boy I gave my heart too, was only trying to be nice and didn't actually want anything to do with me. And I've been in Washington D.C....