Although I'm sure not many will read this, I needed to get this off of my chest.It seems as though my entire life has been struggle and strife, struggles far greater than I think the average norm goes through. I can only think, what could I have possibly done in my current life, and/or past life that would lead me to this?It all started when I was in elementary school. I was a victim of bullying....

Okay, I'm going to finish this thing up right here because I started school and it's really hard for me to continue to do this. I'm carrying 19 credit hours this semester so you all won't be seeing many more blogs out of me for a while.Basically over the summer I visited Johnny at his mom's house. It was cool and all. We had sex outside twice and I got to explore where he lived.Then we visited...

I swear this is my third attempt at writing this blasted thing.I'm too lazy to edit this so sorry for any typosThe reason why Johnny left was because of anger displacement (the main reason). One of Jasmine's roommates, Merci, had recently broken up with her boyfriend and was upset about it so she kind of took it out on Johnny. Part of it was because of her anger towards her boyfriend, and the...

Most of the time I would half ass my reply to these posts because of lack of energy or enough care to reply. But because I really care and a part of my reason for posting this is because I want to make a difference in our society regarding health, I will fully defend my argument with factual data and statistics from recent studies. I ask that all of you please bare with me and read this reply post...

I know I've neglected you guys for almost two weeks and I have no reason why if I were to be completely honest.Today I want to talk about being "thick" which is in my opinion a nicer way of describing overweight and/or obese.In my eyes every person is beautiful regardless of their size, color, race, and etc. Although I do think that fatter people can be attractive, there is a deeper problem with...

Fucking hell! I completely forgot this story. Lets go back a month or so to Johnny's Birthday. His birthday is January 18th (mine is January 1) and on his Birthday I made him a pizza and some bread sticks. He also wanted to get drunk so he invited me to Jasmine's place (with her permission of course). Jasmine was mad because she was upset with her roommate Merci because Merci was having more...

I know, its been a long time since I made a post but I went on another vacation only this time it was out of town. I also came back to see a $1 J. Cole concert which was amazing and if you all don't know, J. Cole is pretty much my favorite rapper alive right now and I love him and I got to touch his hand. I'm going to leave a link to one of his songs that I love below that I'm sure most of you...

Wha gwan bad mons?I almost abandoned you guys for a moment and if you don't care to hear about whats been good in the hood, then you can skip this section to where the line is (which is about the vegan life)But the reason it has taken me so long to update was because of different things. One being the lack of inspiration in my life to do anything. I don't know what has come over me lately but my...

So once I got back to hanging out at Johnny's place again, things got a little more at ease regarding the whole sex thing. No, we didn't talk about it freely at that point, but we weren't awkward about it either. I even felt comfortable enough to ask him why he was so weird about it afterwards, and he said it was because he felt like he had taken my innocence away or something. Although that is...

This would have been completed yesterday but my compter decided to shut down on me. For now on, I'm going to make these posts on my iPad.The next time I spent the night at Johnny's place was after an India Arie concert. My dad asked me to go because my mom didn't want to go so I agreed to it. The Concert was much better than I thought it was going to be and the music was really good. As corny as...

Since I'm trying to get most of this out while my memory is still fresh, I'm going to try and get most of these in a little quicker.So one day as I was going through Facebook, I saw a post that Johnny wrote regarding him walking home at night. He explained that he felt a little paranoid about walking home from school at night in the dark. I could understand his reasoning. Like most HBCUs, we were...

I dont know why I'm still doing this because it doesnt seem like anyone is reading them but whatever. I guess it could be for personal memories because I know I will eventually forget this shit.When the next semester came about, Johnny decided to move closer to the school campas instead of on campas because the costs of living on campas were much higher. He lived in a shared home litterally almost...

I have a friend who I'll refer to as R and another friend I'll refer to as S.So R is a citizen of Uganda who comes from wealthy family. Her dad works for the government and makes a lot of money and she's going to move back to Uganda very soon because she just graduated from college. Because she doesn't want to drive and the car she has a piece of crap, and her father has a lot of money to buy her...

In case none of you know, (or even care to know) I haven't been writing in a long time. My reasons vary, but all in all, my inspiration to write has been put at a stand still.But I know that if/when I start up writing again, my stories are going to take a slightly different turn. See, I'm kind of like Stephen King only with different ideas. A lot of stories about scary or strange things tend to be...

After the beach we went to a seafood buffet. It was really good. I ate a lot of crabs. Jasmine ate the most, though. She paid for all of us which was really nice. After the restaurant we went to the beach. It was dark by that time. The moon looked really beautiful too, and it felt good outside. It would have been kind of romantic, but it cant be with Jasmine being there. Im kidding. But while on...

Currently I have been doing Insanity for about three weeks (missing some days due to vacation) and whilst doing the workout, I managed to lose no weight. I feared this happening before because all the times I did Insanity, I hadn't lost any weight. But I realized the first time was because I was consuming way too many calories, the second time I was consuming way too little. So I decided to...

For those who don't know, part of the reason for me being MIA is because almost a week ago I was out of town. I decided that my parents were driving me crazy and I needed to get away from the house. So I went to stay at my friends house (Or their mother's house, I should say) for a few days. The main reason was just to see their part of an exhibit that was taking place downtown from where they...

I know, I haven't made a blog in twelve days. But I haven't forgotten about you all, trust me.Jasmine wanted to go on a one day beach trip and decided to invite me along with Johnny, of course. It was so haphazard, but I was willing to go because I wasnt doing much of anything else at the time because it was the summer and I had just finished my real estate broker classes. So I agreed to go.The...

During the summer a neighbor and family friend of mine asked me if I had any interest in painting a large scale mural in the new business her and her husband were about to run. I gladly accepting knowing I wasn't getting any pay, but did it as a gift and an opportunity to expand myself as an artist. I was so blinded by excitement that I didn't even think that perhaps I would need help with...

I'm not gonna lie, I almost failed you guys today but I had to come on here and keep my promise.Initially I wanted to start a business because let's face it, that's how you get rich in America. My initial idea was to come up with a hair product line using all natural ingredients. I made myself a test dummy in testing different oils and butters in my hair to see how they reacted. Some were hits...