So, as stunned as I still am about this dilemma, I've recently learned that Ella and Jake are engaged (in real life) so without further ado, I'm discontinuing any further publishing on Los Monstruos. I was planning on trashing Ella in further chapters and making her try to ruin Jake and Isis's relationship but now that Jake and her are engaged it just wouldn't feel right.I mean, I know it sounds...

So, as I said in my last blog entry, I was bitching and moaning about not having enough subscribers or comments on my stories (preferably my Jake Pitt's fan-fic) and I was also complaining about people who just can't seem to write or use punctuation or proper grammar in their stories but anyway, I think I understand what I'm doing wrong in my fan-fic.I've read through all the stories I've...

Maybe I'm losing my touch in my writing abilities. Maybe my stories are just plain boring and nobody likes them, but I will not rest until somebody explains to me how some people can have tons of subscribers and comments when their stories are written in such a sloppy manner, I haven't the slightest clue! It bothers the Hell out of me! I'm sorry; the plot and the theme of their stories are...

Alright. I know I'm a little blonde when it comes to doing stuff on Mibba but so far I think I've gotten the hang of things since joining here in 2010; and now my best friend (who makes story banners for her stories here on Mibba as well) was kind enough to make me a banner! And now I have the banner and I don't know how to post it into my chapters. I've tried searching the forum for answers and...

So, last Friday we went to our (I wanna say...?) 5th Speech meet of the season. And...I did not make it to finals in my Persuade but...I made it to finals in my Serious Duo w/ my duo partner, Maroah. I thought it was going to be another '6th place guarantee' match but as Maroah and I went up to claim our award, the kept calling off the names of duos and handing out the awards, as we kept getting...

My dilemma; love struck.My solution; I have no fucking clue.There's this guy from my hometown (in Colorado) and I met him through a friend and he's a real sweet heart and he's the biggest Avenged Sevenfold fan you will ever meet!He knows all their songs and can play them on acoustic and electric. He's also very handsome and can carry a conversation. He sounds almost perfect. Looks, personality and...

My bestest friend in the whole wide world is moving.My darling, Olympia is moving all the way to burger-flippin' Tioga,which believe me is like she's move all the way to Bangkok.Art, Math & Passing period isn't going to be the same. Her and I practically do everything together.Our lockers are even next to each other!Who's gonna give me a piece of gum right before I leave for History? :'(God...

Right now; my one vice is mixing aspirin with Smirnoff. Not the most healthiest choice in the world, especially since I got my stomach pumped twice this year 'cause of it.I only do it whenever my ex talks to me or tries to be nice and interact with me like Coco the Gorilla does with her kitten but I can't help but do it 'cause of him 'cause I'm still hurting from him leaving me without any...

So, basically. I'm a sophomore now. Woopie. School is starting in less than three weeks and I don't know how I should feel. For Freshman year I was kinda intimidated about the whole experience but now I just don't know if I should even care, 'cause I mean if you survive Freshman year, you pretty much conquered all. But this year is where the academics get harder and where pretty much everything is...

My dream began with me lying in my bed in black bra and panties, nuzzled under the covers in my room and in the doorway stood my friend (and ex boyfriend), Dylan and he was just staring at me with this look of...I wanna say admiration but it was more fierce than that. Anyway, he starts taking off his clothes and once he's in his boxers, he just walks over and lays beside me on the side of my bed...

I'm the writer of my 'Dear Misery' blog that I post on Tumblr on a regular basis, now I'm thinking I'm gonna start posting them on Mibba as well as I do on Tumblr. Dear Misery isn't a cliquey emo thing. I perfer to think of the 'Misery" in the title, as a person (not an emotion) who's name is Misery and I happen to be writing to them as a long distance friend and informing them on how my life is...

Ladies and gentiles today as I write this is my last day of school and that means I've successfully completed my first year of high school.Exactly 180 days ago I wrote another journal about how I was freaking out about high school but now it's not too bad, there were some bumps and cracks but it turned out alright :)Speech was amazing! I got third place on my pursaude speech in Regionals! Almost...

I start high school in six days.And I'm terrified.I've got all my classes, all my supplies and all my clothes.I just wish all the people were gone. I'd like to be alone for once.When I wake up on the first day of high school, I'll be getting ready and my mom will be there, with a camera. Snapping away photo after photo.I'll go to school and put everything in my locker and just go meet the...

I went down to Colorado last week to see my family and friends.It's a thing my mom and I like to do every summer since we've moved to the hell-hole of North Dakota.My sister, Katherine is seven months pregnant with a baby boy so like most pregnant women do, she became a crazy woman and had my mom and I help plan her baby shower.Even Jon, the father of my sister's baby thought she was going over...

I wear glasses. And I have for almost eight years.It may not look like I do in my pictures but I do, I just don't wear them infront of the camera lense.I wanted contact lenses; atleast that's what I thought. My optometrist gave me some test-run contact lenses but I can hardly get them on; even with my mom helping me. My eyes are too sensitve and twitchy for contacts and I'm sick of glasses.I've...

August 19th, 2001My brother, Robert committed suicide. He was only nineteen. I was only five during the time of his suicide and it affected my family greatly. Especially my mom and sisters.Well it's been nine years and each day hasn't been easy.At my cousin, Michael's funeral my mom told my aunt, Linda that, "after you lose what's most precious to you, the pain never goes away but it slowly fades;...

Today was perfect.I started my first day of work and it was awesome! I made pizzas, talked to my friends who came in and it was just a good day.I got off work, walked home and threw myself on my bed ready to just relax, then I got a text from my cousin, Shelbe. Her and I have a very unstable relationship.She comes at me with hurtful comments and I just walk away. That's pretty much our whole...

Today, I met this totally awesome girl!Her name is Brooklyn and she's like amazing!My official new best friend for fucking life! We're like water and sand!We're both unique and different but that's what makes us good friends.We've only known each other for like three hours but we're already like two peas in a pod!We're also Sister Cities because her name is Brooklyn (like Brooklyn, New York) and...

Today, is the day I officially graduated from Junior High.Way to go! : )Now I know, that ain't suppose to be a big deal or anything, I mean, I still have for more years of lameness to go.But right now, I have about fifty-six bucks saying that it pretty much is a big deal.Tomorrow I start Driver's E.D. and with that fifty-six bucks, I'm treating my friends to lunch.Since after all, we have an hour...

I go to a school with only 270 kids total.All grades K-12 and I've been there for over a year, and apparently I'm the school freak.I'm proud of it and I'm not ashamed of who I am, it's just the people in my enviorment that get on my case all the time for not belonging to a clique or being "emo" all the time.I'm not emo, I'm not scene, I'm just me.I don't see why that's so hard to believe? I hardly...