Okay, I'm back. Right now, I'm downloading songs to my Ipod. It's getting me frustrated, haha. Well, I've gained 2 lbs. TWO FREAKING POUNDS! :/ I'm sooo fucking pissed. I now weigh; 111.6 pounds. & I'm deeply ashamed of myself, so bad that I want to cry my soul out.I've skipped a couple of days of taking the diet pills, I guess that's what screwed me over.I wish I could go back to the way I...

This is my journal, I guess. I'm 15 years old, and this is going to be about my battle with an eating disorder. My therapist says it is going to help me "see the light". Yeah, what the fuck ever. I have been bulimic for 3 years. My mom, found out when I was uberly drunk, and we were talking about deep stuff. I regretted telling her the moment those words left my lips. She cried, those horrible...