What I Really Want From Him

You know, more than anything, I think what I really want from him is just an apology. I just want him to say "I'm sorry." That's all. Well, I guess it's more than that, because he did say he was sorry once. I guess what I really want is for him to say he's sorry, and actually mean it, instead of having some hidden agenda. I think, as little as he deserves my forgiveness, I could forgive him under...
April 28th, 2010 at 08:06am

Depression

The thing about depression that so many fail to grasp, at least those that have never been there, is that it's more than just feelings. It's an entire being and it latches onto you and refuses to let go. The more you struggle and fight the harder it seems to grasp. I've been fighting an uphill battle against depression for six years now (39% of my life), and mostly it seems depression is winning....
September 19th, 2009 at 07:42am

SCHOOL!!!

Warning: The author of this journal is about to go uber geek on all you readers.I start school on Monday!!!! I'm so excited. No, really. I love school. For the most part, anyway. It's nice to see my friends, and it's the only time I get to play sports, and really, I just love to learn. And that's the honest truth.And I got all the classes I wanted. (Well, I have to transfer out of Algebra II and...
August 26th, 2009 at 02:32am

Lately

Lately I've been totally completely weird. I get dizzy really easy, and at this very moment I feel like... I don't know how to describe it really. Like I'm hanging over something by my stomach so that my head is drooping and my arms and legs hang towards the floor? I can even feel the blood rushing to my fingertips and toes. But truthfully, I'm sitting up normally. It doesn't really make a lot of...
August 25th, 2009 at 07:07am

My love for chasing words.

Hee hee, I bet you thought this was going to be a journal about my love for writing, didn't you? Well, dearie, you are wrong. No, this is about my love for our fellow mibbian, chasing words., also known as Kaye. In the short time I've known her, she's helped alot. Why, she helped me ditch one noobish username for another! And she is the best Gooser on the whole thread, let me tell you.And her...
July 21st, 2009 at 02:44am

Hannah Montana and Miley Cyrus

Hannah is my idol, Miley my star. Without them singing to my through the television screen, my days would be bitter and black. I'm always the first in line for the new album. I saw her concer tour movie in theaters, and then I bought the DVD. No matter how often I am punnished for my love by my sister, I will continue to adore them. The lyrics, they speak to me.How I hate it when people trash talk...
July 21st, 2009 at 02:01am

Criss Angel

I, Ashley, have fallen in love with Criss Angel. Something about his screen pressence, or the way his tricks keep me on the edge of my seat. His insanity... I adore it. I don't know when or how it happened, but it did. When he looks into the camera its as if his eyes are looking into my sould. I just know we must be soul mates. As soon as I'm old enough I'm going to look for him, and I will marry...
July 21st, 2009 at 01:19am

Amanda

Amanda sat in her chair, watching her television. This was everyone's room, but it was her domain. Dare changer her chanel and you are sure to recieve a glare, followed by a heaping dose of attitude. Her pretty green eyes become venomous slits and her voice whispers threats just below the hearing level of her parents. Even five year old Cole can not escape her wrath. He comes into the room,...
March 31st, 2009 at 03:50am