So I haven't done a journal in ages, and I figured I'd make this one have a happier note.I recently got a new job, one that I absoloutely adore, and look forward to getting that new paycheck.It's working on a cruise type ship, and pays pretty well. So I'm pretty excited about that.Also, I have a fantastic batch of chocolate chip cookies in the oven right now, so along with that and some chocolate...

I am never going to stay up till four in the morning again. That's a promise...or more like a lie. I'll probably do it again before the week's out.I was awoken at seven this morning by a very disgruntled father anouncing to me that I was to have the entire house clean by tommorow evening.So, I'll probably start on that tommorow around noon...Anywhozers, I'm currently sticking it out in my bedroom....

So, my life has been flipped upside down...again. I feel like i'm living on a god damned roller coaster. I hate roller coasters. I'm terrified of heights.I'm drinking my vodka again... I can tell this is going to become a tradition. Drinking while writing in this damned journal.The truth is, I don't think I could go more than a day or two without my venom.I'm addicted to being debilitated.I'm...

I wonder if i should put a rating on these, I'd hate to scar some little kids life up just because they read some chicks late night rants.Anyways, on with the confessional.I'm sitting here nursing a bottle of cheap vodka right now, typing away because I'm in a fowl mood and completely tired of having no one to talk to. So, I'm talking to my computer. That isn't too psychotic, is it?It probably is,...

So, l'm not entirely sure why I feel the need to do this...but I'm going to do it anyways.I'm going to start posting Journals up here; read them, or don't. I really could care less.I am going to say one thing though; I don't want pity, and I sure as hell will NOT deal with anyone chastising me.I'm gonna post on here purely because I want to, and there isn't a damn thing I care about after...