well what a confusing day. The guy I am truly in love with. Ignoring me?I mean? what happened in the short 20 hours we have been apart, and what did I do?have you ever lost someone so meaning to you?As a friend that is. That your world stops spinning, and you want to just crawl up in a ball and let the music block out the confusion and pain. And If you were wondering, this guys name is MATT. The...