Its the Holidays and all my friends are going away and im going away but it kinda sucks coz at the moment I have nothing to do meaning im sorting things out in my head.i'm all confused.coz you see, i've been pondering god. How can he exist? it bemuddles me! how can someone come back to life? how can someone live so long? where's the proof he exists? coz atm he's not doing much good for the world...

Kerrang! is out today.I'll get it tomorrow.I love what i'm wearing today. Black.Am I the only person that non-stop fantasises about MCR?everything else in my life has slipped apart from music and mcris this normal?I dont care anymore actually.I LOVE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im bord

POTC3 was good well I think it was coz Caitlin talked through it and then some girls from our school said they were ashamed to see us there but anyway it was good.Saturday. I went to a local fete with Caitlin. it was crap. met magdalena there tho, there's always a bright side.Sunday. I cant really remember what happened yesterday...........oh wait i remember. Mum and Dad forced me to spend time...

going to see Pirates of the Caribean 3 today!!!!whoop whoop!!!!!my friends olivia, caitlin, emily and magdalena. it'll be cool!!today should be great apart from my music exam that i will so fail. ah well.g2geven though this is a free lesson of i.t i should be doing something else.btw does mibba ever randomly log you out????????