I'm realizing pretty quickly that I have no grip on reality. I live in my own perceptions, and create my own illusions to compensate for anything I've ever desired but not obtained. I try to be as pure as possible, but the demoralized society I've been brought into has made it damn near impossible for me to stand on sturdy ground. I am learning to accept myself for who I am, and that person has only a lifetime to fulfill her dreams and make and correct her mistakes. I can not be anything more than an assortment of associations to you unless you give me the time of day and get to know me. I'm not sure of many things, but I know for a fact that I'm a good person. I'm as much of a spirit as I can possibly be right now..and I do what I can to help, and give back more than I receive. People disappoint me everyday, and everyday I stumble upon yet another revelation that usually puts a pit in my stomach. I'd like to see some people finding more of a reason to stay around in my life, but until then, I'm truly fine keeping to myself.
Date:12/2/11
Hearing: Tell Me A Lie-One Direction
Doing: Absolutely nothing.
Writing: This.