This seriously needs to end now!!

Really?!? I mean seriously?!?! A friend of yours is hurting (emotionally and physically) and you just tell them to "get the fuck over it"!?!? Are you serious??You really, seriously, make jokes over the fact that people self-destruct? You can't possibly tell me you actually make those jokes about cutting and addiction, can you?Let me ask this: do you make such comments and jokes simply to cover up...
February 8th, 2010 at 07:34pm

"I'm not who I was"

So it's been roughly 3 weeks since the radical and beautiful transformation. It still feels slightly surreal, I'm still slightly afraid it's all going to fall apart at the last minute. But all that aside I'm still going to give Him my all and let Him lead and guide my life. I can only ask that He will be patient with me as I get use to constantly seeing Him and talking with Him.I can already see a...
January 19th, 2010 at 02:48am

Never say never, huh?

Is this for real?? It still seems as if this is nothing more than a dream. After a good 6 years of being a somewhat hardcore Atheist, I get baptized in February. Never did I think I would ever say/write that previous statement--it's so surreal. Now don't get me wrong, I put up one hard fight. 6 years of believing scientific facts and just seeing it all melt away, well I broke down in tears. But...
January 12th, 2010 at 04:29am

Well this is....odd?

Everything I have ever known, everything I have ever believed to be truth has come crashing down. For 6 years of my life I considered myself to be the Atheist. Now, however, after some hardcore researching (the good and credible along with the biased and nutcases) I guess I consider myself borderline. I say borderline because I now can see an actual higher power(s) being the creation of...
January 10th, 2010 at 04:19am

need help with ideas

Okay, Feb. 12 is the official TWLOHA day. Me and a friend plan on gathering a mass of people and doing something grand and spectacular for the day at school. However, this is where our idea falls short. Other than writing love on peoples arms we've really got no other ideas.I'm asking anyone/everyone to send ideas our way. Any and all ideas are appreciated. It's a college campus, so I'm pretty...
January 9th, 2010 at 02:33am

I guess LOVE is just another four letter meaningless word

I learned today of another suicide that occurred on Tuesday of a 14 year old girl. She left a note saying she couldn't take it anymore, the feeling of being unloved and unwanted was too much to bear. For a girl I didn't know her story cut deep, it was as if I was reading my own story but with an alternative ending. Her story also made me remember why I work so hard in trying to help and give hope...
January 8th, 2010 at 03:32am

And so it goes....

So here I go again...down the lovely path of confusion, hatred, and pain killers. Though this time I'm going to do my damnedest to stay away from the drugs. I get on this whole ordeal of religion, god, and humanity--this typically happens after I've attended some church service or have watched those religious channels on TV. It just gets my mind going and the thoughts are unbearable half the time....
November 11th, 2009 at 01:29am

Mankind is the cruelest creature on earth!

Okay---today was suppose to be a day of reflection, awareness, and prevention (it's World Suicide Prevention day--which I hold dear to my heart). However, it has been anything but those things. Today has shown me just how truly mean and cruel some humans can be.It started this morning as I was driving to school. Some guy pulled out in front of me and to avoid a collision I had to slam on my brakes...
September 10th, 2009 at 10:57pm

Completely stoked!!

I am incredibly stoked today!! Nothing can bring me down.Last week I sent in an article to my local newspaper and it got published today :) I wrote the article on how meat is bad for the earth. You see, the number one non-CO2 gas causing global warming is methane. The number one source of methane is the collection of waste produced by animals being raised for food. All of this can be found in a...
April 3rd, 2009 at 08:41pm

Favorite Person of Somebody

Okay...I found this little clip on youtube sometime ago, probably like last year or something, anywho..It's entitles "Are you the favorite person of anybody?" The whole thing is J.C. Rieley asking four random people if they're anybody's favorite person and how sure they are of their answer. Well, two of them answer yes, one answers no and the other just flat out declines the survey. Go check it...
February 12th, 2009 at 01:53am

This economy rocks!!!

Okay, this is going to be my rant for the day. I do a lot of ranting, so... Anywhos-at 8am this today both the 'rents got layed off, which now means I'm sole money provider because the unemployment office is like 3 months behind-you'd think if they were understaffed they'd hire people, guess not. So lucky me has to hope I don't have to find a third job, because worling 2 and going to school full...
February 10th, 2009 at 08:24pm