I finally decided to do something about my weight and I joined Michelle Bridges' 12WBT. I am currently near the end of my second week. I have decided that instead of holding all of my thoughts and feeling on this subject in, I was going to write about it, but I didn't want to publish it to my Tumblr, Facebook or Twitter as I thought it wouldn't be right. Also, didn't want to get judged. So I...

Okay so I've been trying to write the next chapter of my We've Got A Big Mess On Our Hands and I've got a start no middle and no ending. It's taken me over four months to get the start of it. I don't know what it is, I know what I want to happen and everything like that, but I am having so much trouble with getting what I want to happen into actual words. It's like somehow that connection is...

I had a customer come in on Friday the 29th of June and asked for a refund on a nightgown. I asked - like I’m supposed to - what was wrong with it and the customer replied, “I brought this for my mother, but I lost her this morning, so I don’t need it anymore.” And then she started to cry. Understanding where she was coming from and also feeling the same pain as her, I offered her a box of...

Tuesday last week was the day that my iPad finally arrived, but seeing as I didn’t work that day, I had to wait until Wednesday as I was working and even then I had to wait until I finished work and was at home before I could even play around with it. I must say, at first when the iPad came out I was very adamant that I wouldn’t get one - that my iPhone was everything I needed and more, but...

I started writing again! Though, I just stopped for the day. I actually started to write again. I started my next chapter of We've Got A Big Mess On Our Hands. I am happy. I don't know why I can't keep on top of this, but for the life of me I can't. I am motivated, but maybe not enough. I hope I can fix this. Hopefully it won't be long until I have finished writing the chapter. Fingers crossed.

After 6 years of procrastination I have finally pulled my finger out and started to do something about my weight. I packed it on after a terrible tragedy and kept putting it on ever since. I finally started to feel so horrible about my self that I don't ever want to leave the house. So that's when I knew I had to change. It's currently day 6 0f change. So far so good. I just can't wait to actually...

First things first to understand who I am talking about you must know the story behind it. So, a co-worker and I have this thing at work where we always check out the attractive males that come and go and tell each other about them; it doesn't matter which area of the store we're in, when call each other and talk about it. It's our thing. There is currently a male who we've given a nickname to...

I knew I was harsh, well harsh is an understatement, try I was ruthless. But when people start talking about their feelings and love with me in the equation I tend to be dismissive. I just can’t fathom for the life of me how one can love another person when you can’t know what they’re thinking nor what they feel – only what they tell you and let’s face it, people do lie. Just allowing...

“I fear being like everyone I hate, I fear failure, I fear losing control. I love balancing between chaos and control with everything I do. I always have a fear of going one way or another, getting lost in something, or losing everything to get lost in. And I fear being a completely acceptable sheep in society.” ― Marilyn Manson.

Logged onto Mibba for the first time in 3 months and saw that it's completely new. It's growing on me. Just a little confused but I am working on it.