my life is ready for updates

1. Its 10:31, i should be sleeping because I has school tomorrow.2. My dog is crying even though she should be sleeping. I would let her sleep in my bed, but she'll pee everywhere.3. I am typing this with one hand.4. In the other hand is some salmon my mom made.5. I am eating it.6.I alresy brushed my teeth and dont plan on doing it again.7.I'm wearing a red cap.Tomorrow I have to audition for our...
March 23rd, 2009 at 06:38am

Yes. It really is that bad.

You know how whenever you're ready to talk to someone you barely ever talk to, they never talk to you? But then when you have NOTHING to say to that person, they attack you and get bored with you and that makes them think that you are just some dim person who cant be funny or smart or cool?I hate that. It happens ALL too much. Especially with this one guy who I sit next to. I like never talk to...
March 21st, 2009 at 04:22am

Sneetches on beaches, and SOUR KANGAROOS.

Heehee. I'm the sour kangaroo.Anyway today I made a speech about Charity:Water. I think I did a pretty good job. I wasn't too nervous before, but after I began I couldn't breathe out all the oxygen in my lungs. I looked like a 9 year old boy who was trying to look muscular. Or a chicken. I just could not breathe out! I kept telling myself breathe out! Breathe out! But I couldn't because I had to...
March 20th, 2009 at 06:07am

But you have no prrroooofff!

Today it rainedALL DAY LONG!Well, excpet for the part where it didn't.I was walking my dogs,it was slightly cloudy but the sun was just setting, so there was a certaing ligtness to the sky. It was also extreeeeeemely blunderous!But at that moment, I realized that windy was my kind of weather/day.Ya kno how people are always saying, "I love it when it rains" Or "I love it when it's sunny" or "I...
March 3rd, 2009 at 05:55am

You scare me a lot...

Guess what?Im going on another retreat.With my class. This time it's not school-oriented and it 's over the weekend. And it's only with some girls in my class.I really don't see the point of going on another retreat, when you just came back from one. And I don't know WHAT I was thinking when I agreed with my mom that I'd go. But it's in the snow... and snow is really fun when you're around your...
March 2nd, 2009 at 03:22am

I can't tell the difference between my imagination and reality anymore.

Ah.While I was walking my dogs today I realized my sight is getting worse.I'm not seeing things clearly.And I also was listening to a song where I expected to hear "In the middle of summer..."and was disappointed to only hear "Summer, Summer, Summer"My ears are failing too!And my memory is worse than my mother's.I feel soo....old.And I'm not even in high school.But, today I cleaned my room so...
February 28th, 2009 at 04:20am

I never realized how short you were,,.

LentHurray!I looooove this. Giving up stuff, making yourself a better person, being closer with God...WOO HOO!Anyway, during math class I was convinced today would be my death day. I was sure that my Dad's irrational driving (he claims he's never been in an accident, yeah right!) would kill me (and interestingly at the time I was learning how to divide irrational numbers) but....I'm still...
February 27th, 2009 at 05:46am

Why must you have such a way with words?

I think people are mad at me, my friends. I've been gone too much. They don't like me anymore. I guess thats ok since im leaving ForEVEEEEERR.I got trouble in the front of my socks and it annnnnnnnoooooyyysthe dick out of me.Go ahead and leave me!I'm terrible at holding grudges. Hence the pent up anger. Confrontation is key. But I always forget that.Anyway, if you care enough to actually read...
February 26th, 2009 at 06:26am

Now that I officially believe in ghosts....

HI!!!!I'm back. Not that anyone was waiting, but whatever.My journals are really boring.Anyway, I came back from the retreat yesterday after musical practice.And the retreat wasAMAZING!I mean first of all the place was haunted which is like, super frickin cool!And the retreat actually brought our class really close together, which surprised me!I only got into a cabin with one of my best friends,...
February 21st, 2009 at 03:25am

Packing is Worse than cleaning your room

Oh boy.So tommorrow I get to go -whoah, what the heck?There's a big red sign above this saying:The topic of your journal has to be something worthwhile and can’t be silly spam. You need to put effort into your journals.What does that mean?I mean, I get the whole spam thing, but the topic has to be worthwhile? So I can't write about packing? Because, I mean packing isn't exactly worthwhile......
February 16th, 2009 at 09:26pm