So I'm on the train on my way back to new jersey and I'm hoping and praying that O is not there. NO !!!! I don't have malice in my heart for him. Its just that he's not really the first person I want to see. I like him yes may perhaps have stronger feelings I don't know I'm confused at the moment about him , but it was a good idea to break up with him because he's a liar , he never tells me the...