life in general is just a pain.and it's true. i'm not trying to be all emo or anything. just hear me out.i've always wanted to see my future. to honestly see if i actually do make it somehow.boring would be the key word for that statement, for that wanting though.honestly with all the pent up emotions inside me, i honestly don't know what to feel anymore.i never expected my life to make this turn....

so i realized something.....it's 2007 as you all know and i realized it's gonna be the same as last year. another year full of misery, emoness, and writing constantly to keep yourself sane. new years isn't that big in our family. and i always think the same thing "this year is going to be the same as last year" which is actually true. this year is going to be a little better i hope. graduating in...