hey!

to anyone who cares,i'm still here and i check this almost daily.its hard getting time to write though, so still i have to ask you to be patient.i know BID hasnt really gone anywhere for a while,but hopefully this summer will bring some great inspiration.and in all honesty, ive been making some great process on a different story.one that i am so far very proud of. :)im writing it the old fashion...
July 7th, 2009 at 08:50am

Negative.

I am going to have to apologize a million times over for this.Though I know, apologies can't fix this.Today was my last day of grade 11.Tomorrow (Wednesday) - Eye doctor, criminal record check, movies with friend & stay at friend's/Thursday - meet mom at mall and shopFriday, Saturday, Sunday - camping.. for father's day. MY DAD'S DEAD. I am NOT pleased with my mom for that. He's her husband,...
June 17th, 2009 at 02:36am

"It isn't dwelling Sunshine, it's remembering. You are allowed to do that."

That's what my friend said to me over the phone over my constant dry coughs and her stuffed nose.As I sat on the phone and managed to tell her something that I didn't plan on telling anyone today-Today, my dad would be 47 years old.I'm not looking for sympathy, it's just a fact of life.My dad died a few years back, and I'm not over it - I may never get over it.I feel like I am dwelling, but she...
May 13th, 2009 at 04:29am

Readers of Before I Die and whomever else:

It has been decided for me that I am to go camping with the family this weekend.My plans of glorious updates have been dashed- sorta.No, there's no internet connection in the forest.Yes, there is pen and paper.So. I will be writing out as much as I can, so as to give you readers a nice couple of chapters hopefully by Sunday night.Please, don't hold me to that.I'm also expected to entertain my...
April 25th, 2009 at 01:19am

you will never read this.

So this is rather pathetic, but I'd like to share.Anyone can ask questions too if they want.Though I'm not sure why they would, I may delete this entry.Ha, I'm thinking about deleting it and I have yet to post it, such optimism. ;)Anyways,I wanted to wish him a happy birthday and tell him I love him.Yes, love.Comment or think what you want.I'm young, or there's no such thing as love.It's over...
April 23rd, 2009 at 06:11am

By the way..

So I tried to write this entry last night, obviously it didn't get posted.It was full of a lot more detail last night too, what a shame.Basically, I wanted to let anyone who cares know, I can't update for a while.I won't be home and able to update until.. next weekend maybe?Life seems to be going high speed at the moment,though I can't complain to much. Usually I'm upset with how slow it's going,...
April 13th, 2009 at 09:09pm

late night filler.

Early morning. Late night.-Whichever you prefer.I am a night owl. I lovee the night, honestly, I swear I have insomnia.But only sometimes. In reality, I'm a hypochondriac.Meaning I imagine symptoms. :PSoo, chances are I don't have insomnia.But I like to say so because I like the word.I'm leaving tomorrow.. well today I suppose.Vancouver BC. I won't say from where I'm leaving.I want to keep this as...
March 14th, 2009 at 09:24am

why not..

I`m in school at the moment.But decided it would be a fine addition in my life, to add a journal entry.You don have to read, I not sure if Mibba will consider this worth while..But it better than doing nothing.I forgot all my work for Psychology at home, and wee in the library.My partner isn`t here AGAIN. She been here once out of like the six days we had to work on it.That included me, alone with...
March 11th, 2009 at 09:48pm