So, my dad got heart surgery. And for some unknown reason, decided not to tell my mom. I knew that if she found out, then everything would go straight to hell and I said to my dad "save us all the trouble, mainly me, and just fucking tell her. I don't want to hear her yell."I'm the only person she yells at. Simply because there are only three people who she actually can. 1- my dad, but he doesn't...

I don't know. Just a random journal that I felt like making. Got lots on my mind. Stuff that I'm just way too excited for. Stuff that I wish would just never come... DXMy dad gets heart surgery tomorrow. And I'm really nervous. Like, I just don't want to lose him... :(And then, my friend goes "holy shit, my surgery is in a month." Like, honestly bby, I love you a lot. But your surgery on your back...

This is just me organizing my thoughts. Read it if you want. Don't read it if you don't want to. Doesn't matter to me.My brother, we'll call him... "Brother" (Oh, ho, ho. So original.) He's the most racist/homophobic (really, homophobic means fear of homosexuals. But I don't know any other word to express hatred towards them. So I'll just use that.) Anywho. He's the most racist/homophobic/sexist...

Oh, such a lame and uncatchy title.My friend IMed me and told me Panic had broken up. But I was out when she did so. And when I came home, I was like "what?" That's it. I didn't really believe it.Then today, another person had confirmed it for me. My good golly gosh.Tears had struck my eyes, but didn't dare fall.I went over to my brother room. I had to tell him. I tell him everything.me: "You....