Lately I have been thinking.... My best girlie is now on a school far away. I miss her so much these days, and even though she come home some weekends, it is kind of not the same. We use to drive around on our rollers all the time, now we have no energy for such things. A shame, we had the best time in the sommer. This time apard have made me realize that I truely love this girl. Not as a partner...

Another weekend passed, and yet I am not even half ready for the Monday to come. Mondays is kind of like children. You're never ready for them, but when they are here, you figure out what to do along the way. But unlike children, Mondays never seam to touch my heart the way children do, or the way I imagine my own will some day....I believe that no matter what you do, you can never prepare...

I did dream about so many teenage-ish things these days. But who doesn't? Who doesn't want a prince to come and pick you up on his white horse? Who doesn't want a knight to take your hand, and tell you that he loves you? And ride out into the sunset.... But then I wake up, and realise that there is no such men in this world. I will never meet a man who would keep me up at night, just of happyness...

When I woke up today, I were not eaven close to being ready for this morning. I often dream of weaking up, ready for what ever might happen, what ever life might put me through. But it never happens. I always get stressed out when thing don't go the way they are supposed to. I always get sad and tired when I can't find the time to do all the things I want. When my life don't turn out the way I...