i don't think you come off as self-absorbed. it's just a double whammy of hurt and sadness for me when you say things like that, because I know that you've got an incredible soul that dwells in a perfect and very beautiful body, and because I'm a smartass douchebag who needs to correct people on things like the origin of stretchmarks. XDDD but mostly the first reason, I swear! ;)
I think that way a lot, too, so I know how it is. I'd never blame you. But I can't sit by without arguing, because the truth is you are [i]so[/i] fucking gorgeous in every way.
hate to break it to you... but even if you ate right and exercised, if you ever went through puberty, you'd probably still have stretchmarks. :') cellulite too, most likely, but at least that's more directly connected to exercise and food. stretchmarks really haven't got anything to do with fat. sorry for being a complete know-it-all, but that misconception really bothers me!
also, even if your stretchmarks were the result of your spending every hour of every day on the couch eating thirty thousand pizzas, you'd still be my beautiful vonn. please remember that just because you think something about you is gross, that doesn't make it true for the rest of the world. all of the people I love have some flaw or another, and it makes me want to cry that they all think i'm depraved enough to be disgusted by them. truth is that I, and anyone else who loves them, wouldn't even notice.
Hey! I'm not sure if you'll be interested or anything but I've got a new story called Searching for Serenity that you should check out. I'm looking for some feedback :)
don't be sorry! your brain is allowed to be weird. ;) I'm just glad to see you when I do see you, combined with a little facebook stalking. I hope everything is well with you. <3
i struggle to be on here because i've lost so many things that this place symbolised for me, mainly a confidence in my ability with words, a hope that one day i could write something affecting. i have a nostalgic appreciation of it, i always will, but i came back to read what sarah said and i just laughed my way through it. i'm not leaving, even though i've already effectively left, but i feel like i owe you an explanation. this little website has given me a lot, but i've taken nothing more valuable from it than you. you are endlessly beautiful and worthwhile. you have an enduring place in my heart so vital that i don't even have words for it. siobhan, we don't talk every day or as often as we should, we're not the same kids we were three years ago, but you will always have me. you captivate, engage and enamour. i hesitate to use the word beautiful on a regular basis but when discussing you the thought does not ever even cross my mind. i long for you. the world is changing but my love for you is strong, and constant.
Awwwee your messages here & on Confessions made me so smiley happily wonderful. <3
I love your happiness, it fills me up so naturally. (:
Tehehe Thank you for being happy! <:
and, p.s., I read your birthday piece and it was [i]beautiful[/i]. I owe you a REAL comment when my exams are done and you're allowed to threaten me starting the first of May if I don't remember. :3