There's a Limit to Everything, Don't You Think? [Warning for Really Depressing Things.]

Hello Mibba it's been ridiculously long. But I do like having this site as a means to get away from everything. Like, my entire life is a mess right now and I can't say anything because all of my friends have all my accounts basically everywhere. Except this one. So it's nice to remember this site exists.If you've clicked this for whatever reason be warned for some pretty...not good...
September 26th, 2016 at 08:37am

Formal List of Things I Need to Do

Hello all, my second year of college is nearly over, and I've got one quarter left, ah. This quarter is technically over but I've still got finals next week.Which leaves me to make a list of what I'm gonna do once I get out of school for the week and leading into the summer because it's a lot.Reads;DC Comics- Young Justice vol 1- Countdown- Injustice Gods Among Us, years one and two- The New Teen...
March 12th, 2015 at 01:52am

Anonymity. [Do You Like Supernatural? + A Question?]

Good evening/afternoon/morning, dudes, dudettes and non-binary friends. It's 6:38 PM in Los Angeles, California right now. It's gonna rain tomorrow probably. Long post up ahead.the struggle.I used to have twitter where I thought I was completely anonymous, given that I go by the name I would have if I didn't live in such a problematic household. If my mother found out about me I'd probably get...
January 26th, 2015 at 03:39am

It's Been a Long Time Coming. [Coming Out? Family Issues.]

Hello again, Mibba. Happy 2015, I hope it's been better than 2014 so far.Onto the whole point for this journal, uh, I've done some soul searching and read a lot and like, ever since I hit puberty I didn't want what was coming and to this day I still don't and I'm 20 years old. And, I'd heard a lot about people who were transgender and whatnot but their rejection of what they were born as was...
January 8th, 2015 at 11:28pm

Television Is Such a Let down, so This Is What I'm Looking Forward to [and Other Things]

It's almost Fall and y'know how there's usually so much hype about TV shows and what not. Like I used to be such a huge fan of Supernatural, Doctor Who, BBC Sherlock, The Vampire Diaries, Sons of Anarchy, and The Walking Dead, and now I'm just really disappointed.So here's a list of what's been going on in all these TV shows that I don't like whatsoever, in order.Supernatural: We all know it's...
September 12th, 2014 at 12:43am

What Is There to Do on This Site Anymore?

I post like 4 of these things per year so why not start now, eh?Well for starters hello to all of you, I think I've had this account for like 5 years now?? I dunno. It's been a while since I've been completely active and I always come back for nostalgia's sake. Made some good friends here, don't talk to any of them anymore but y'know.I've been looking around though and it seems like there's some...
September 3rd, 2014 at 09:47pm

I'm writing again, Music, Tumblr Issues, and Mibba questions?

Hello Mibba it's been like 10 thousand years.Alright well I've gotten around to listening to the new A7X song and wow pretty good stuff. Same with the new P!ATD song. Good stuff if you haven't already listened to it. They keep talking about the record release show for the new A7X album, and how it's free and I get upset because I most likely missed the record release show in LA for the new MCR...
July 16th, 2013 at 04:24am

How does one subside an anxiety attack

Oh jeez this hasn't happened since last year. I can't think straight right now and I just want to break down and cry. I'm sitting here mindlessly refreshing my tumblr dashboar because if i tell my mom she'll worry and let's be real here we have enough on our palte already and this'll only worry her more so I don't even know what to do. I can't sit still and I keep getting goosebumps every like...
March 24th, 2013 at 02:36am

Happy New Year. I wish you all the best.

That's it that's the journal.But now I will go on to rant about how today pretty much sucked. So, yeah I'd suggest you don't read.For starters my brother was being a giant arse since yesterday over money issues. And today he got wasted at the race track and I don't even know what it was that told him it was okay to yell at me over washing the dishes. Naturally, I indirectly told him to go to hell...
January 1st, 2013 at 09:29am

Did you know the CDC has a page for zombie apocalypse readiness?

Hey guys. How've we all been on this lovely apocalypse eve?We were watching uh, a movie I don't remember to be honest, earlier and my nieces and brother started talking about the supposed apocalypse tomorrow. My brother started laughing and he goes, "At midnight you'll see some flashing lights, and then by 1 there'll be a tsunami and then some earthquakes. It's on a schedule, obviously." And then...
December 21st, 2012 at 06:09am

So uh, how 'bout that new mibba?

So how 'bout it.It might just be a today thing but it's really slow. I guess it's cause everyone's on here now. I dunno. But I really don't like it, to be honest. I guess it could grow on me, but as of now, no gusta :x.I personally don't see the point of having had the journal section turned into a "blog". It doesn't really make sense to me. The journals were just fine, I'd say.Anyway, there...
May 24th, 2012 at 01:38am

The pains of growing up. Oh man.

First of all here's a dose of nostalgia. For those of you born in between '92-'95.I downloaded this whole, nostalgia music playlist thing. And this, and Upside Down by A*Teens was on there, and that Spice Girls song and just so many songs that went way back.That was a good night, needlesss to say. And well, I've been listening to Eminem a lot as of late, and well, I was in second grade, I think,...
April 22nd, 2012 at 02:02am

Is it the American school system or are our generations just getting stupid? [APH gifs style]

So we were doing these presentations in my Expo Comp class, and the group that presented before us was well, presenting. And y'know they're doing class differences along with History from 1900-1950. Cool, everything's running smoothly.Then, in their "review game" they bring up this question:Name a world event that took place in the 1940's.It was common sense. I mean really, only the next best...
March 21st, 2012 at 12:00am

And of course I have no one to talk to about this, so I'll just sob here.

Y'know what the worst part of having no friends is?That you never have anyone to talk to. Or, well, when you do talk to one person, and you tell them everything, and then they go and in a way stab you in the back.How the f*ck am I supposed to feel?I don't tell anyone anything anymore, and me telling him crap was surprising enough, but it was nice in a way. To have someone just say "Everything's...
March 7th, 2012 at 02:46am

It's not a good thing, but I'm happier this way.

I'm all alone again.Y'know when you meet a certain someone/group of people, and they challenge everything you've ever known. They make you feel like can do anything, and it's as if nothing can go wrong.And everything ends up going wrong.I'm slowly becoming who I used to be. I don't tell anyone anything anymore, and frankly at times I really hate the people I surround myself with.And then there's...
February 5th, 2012 at 10:21pm

Now I'm in trouble for applying for help. Really, mom. Really?

My mom has issues.So in my previous journal I mentioned that there was a workshop today about applying for financial aid for college at school. And that my mom's beyond pissed about me going to any school in San Fran.I told her I was going today, on my own seeing as she left in the morning. But yeah. I went and filled everything out. And with my luck her virtual signature didn't pass, and I need...
January 28th, 2012 at 09:51pm

So my mom doesn't want to let me go to college.

Well. She does. But she wants me to go to either of the community colleges in my area.Hahahahaahahahaha NO.I want to go to either of the two arts schools I've been looking at. And they're both really good arts colleges. The downfall? They're in San Fransisco. The upside, I live in Los Angeles.The epic downside? My mom highly disapproves of all of this.Yesterday, while I was working on my portfolio...
January 28th, 2012 at 02:33am

Why can't the feeling last longer?

You know that feeling of invincibility?That feeling where you can do no wrong. That feeling where nothing can go wrong and everything seems right? You know, those few moments where everything is right and you're absolutely perfect and deserve only the best?Why doesn't that last very long?I don't even know what to do anymore. I'm so close to not even wanting to try anymore. I can't even explain....
January 18th, 2012 at 05:06am

I don't know where to talk about this, so I'll just vent here.

YOU'RE SO F*CKING STUPID!!!!!! I'M SO F*CKING ASHAMED TO BE RELATED TO YOU!!! Ugh. Yeah, you have no f*cking money and the very little money you earn you go and blow it off on f*cking alcohol and she's too much of a f*cking pussy to tell you that it isn't right!! You have three kids, dumbf*ck!!! The babies need both you and her!! And what, you go and tell off our mom as if she was committing a sin...
January 15th, 2012 at 07:56am

I really don't know what to do with myself anymore.

I cried because of everything last night. This is my page-break by the way, his name is Shtumpy. But anyway, yeah. I broke down again, and I cut myself again and it's worse than before. You could swear my arm was mauled by a cat. I just can't bring myself to believe that I'm not a pathetic idiot who can't do anything right. And y'know what's the funniest? I was texting my ex-boyfriend. That guy...
January 6th, 2012 at 12:43am