So I'm lying down, reading the book Eclipse and listening to music. Perfectly minding my own business, staying out of trouble as I promised everyone. I haven't snuck out the house in forever, I haven't even thrown a fit.My brother walks in my room, turns off the light, and I ask him to turn it back on, but he insists on having it shut, so I yell and say it's my room, and I can have the light...

Zoe and I joined forces and agreed on none other than...hot boys...in bands!After hours of arguing a debating here is our list and at the moment we are totally juiced out...so if we come up with something else we'll update!30 Seconds To Mars1. Jared LetoAll Time Low1. Zack Merrick2. Jack Barakat3. Alex GaskarthAvenged Sevenfold1. Jimmy "The Reverend" Sullivan2. Matthew "M. Shadows" SandersCobra...

LOVE all I ask for......I really dislike his spiel he always have saved for me. He switches to secure you, but it's exactly meaningless. I keep thinking about what really matters, but it's so hard to decide. I love him, but the cop guy said that me and him just bring each other down.that cop guy was truly amazing so I respect what he has to say. He's the first I ever really connected with and...

Can be so great.Can be so cruel.Loving him takes so much out of me. Sometimes I just want to go to bed after being with him, but sometimes I'm just so addicted to him.Loving him can be so painful. It has never been regretful.His smiles push me forward. His hugs comfort me.I can make it out alive as long as I believe in him.So no matter who from my family will stopus from loving eachother, I'll...

I don't know what I want, but the things I'm doing and going for are the only way for me. I know I chose him over everyone else. No one understands. I do. I know exactly why. I let go of very important people along the way, but I couldn't hold on anymore. I knew nothing was ever going to get better if I still held on. I fell hard, but I couldn't feel the sting because I was numb. From the moment...

Current mood: moodyCategory: LifeLooking forward as if I had anymore offer. Looking back wishing I weren't there. It satisfies you that I'm no longer happy. Are you dying to know how unhappy I am. You are missed every second of my life. Oh how bad it aches when I rest in bed. Like clock work I wake hoping to see your face. I wander the streets mindlessly hoping you'd be there waiting. I wake up...

No it was not. It wasn't just anything. It was a deep connection. No. Idc. No i lied. I do care. Believe me I don't. Ok you know what. I will stop confusing myself. I do care. I do feel lonely. This isnt the end of a broken heart. This feels like an open sore. His smile, is spectacular. I thought it was enough. Enough to move past it. Its not. This is creepy. Why am i living off of his happiness?...

I thought I knew. That's what you get for being so sure. You deserve disappointment. Deserve being laughed at. Take it. No....won't deny it. Stick with it. Work with what you got. Didn't have enough to give why play the game. You can't gamble when you have nothing to offer.Are you wondering? You must. Lets get this right.... I couldn't do anything. Nothing was right. I gave my self the allusion of...

I can't keep up with you. Your back is just to my face. I reach for you, but it only makes the distance bigger. The funny thing is that you're always in clear sight. You don't disappear. It hurts more that way because I see you and yet I can't get to you. The distance I travel behind you hasn't worn me out. In fact I'm happy you led me to see what truly means more to me.I CALL FOR MY OWN...

aren't they a beauty???I'm not innocent butI'd tell you what I was thinking I usually do.But you...you are so secretive...but I can see it..well its your emotions so go do what you want but seriosuly dont fuck with me..../ I'm not your typical KADDIE OR HAVENi can't pretend i don't see itreally i can...i thought i could hold it in but that i cant do it....SO YEAH I Deserve better and I'm going to...