I Fall, I won, I Lost, I Have, You’re Gone

To pick it up where we left off
Is to jump from a cliff’s edge.
To think that I could be yours again
Is to kill myself by hitting myself in the head.
Oh my dear friend, please
Tell me that this isn’t happening to me.

I fall to the ground.
I have lost this fight for life.
I have won the right to cry at night.
I have lost the light in my eyes;
You are gone.

There is no more electricity in the air;
What happened that day?
There are no words in my head;
What happened to us?
Where are our souls now? Are they
Killed? Are they gone?
Did they drown in the river outside of town?

I fall to the ground.
I have lost this fight for life.
I have won the right to cry at night.
I have lost the light in my eyes;
You are gone.

You said that you would always love me,
You said that we would never die.
But now I am here and you aren’t near.
You said, you said
You promised me that it would all go up from here.

I fall to the ground.
I have lost you now.
I have lost this war in love and death.