In the Shadows too

The shadow depth,
A filmiar place for me.
I run into the sun,
Trying to hide who Ill be.

I see him,
He's there in the shadows too.
The undeniable face of decision,
Trying so hard to choose.

Does he not see me here,
Getting burt yet in the shade?
I might be as white as paper on the outside,
But looking at my heart there inside is a spade.

Its peircing and painful,
But what wasn't these days.
I show everyone a side of me,
But they just seem to hate my ways.

In the shadows,
I find comfort.
But in the sun,
Theres only hurt.

So today we're both standing here,
Alone and yet together.
I flash the fake smile,
Its as light as a feather.
And then i see in a small flash of light,
Your making the same fake smile back,
Trying so hard with all your might
To not get sucked down the same track.