I Remember

I remember… the first time they made fun of me.
I remember… the first time they hung me out in class and everywhere at school
I remember… the first time they physically hurt me,
A girl slapped me for ‘being too ugly’ and then everybody laughed.
I remember, the first time a boy hit me,
it was years later, he was my boyfriend and I loved him.
It started with a slap, turned into a knock-out hit, and ended with me in the hospital.
I remember the last time anyone made fun of me. They did it 110% with beatings and name-callings who hurt deeply, I once cared for those people.
I will remember tonight better than all though.
Tonight I will revenge everyone who ever did me harm.
If I had committed suicide, no one but me would hurt.
So I will hurt them, by the most horrible ways.
I will torture many, kill some, and let the rest live in fear.
You’ll probably read about it in the newspaper, but they will never find me
But you can just try…