Desperate for Love

Am I desperate enough,
To fall for anyone.
Not caring anymore,
If he's even the one?

Do I miss you that much,
To had forgotten you?
Taking you off my mind,
By letting other guys inside?

What is it with me?
Falling for the first I see.
I can't seem to understand,
For what I really stand.

Am I so desperate for love?
Ready to give my own self.
I'm scaring myself.
Now more than anything.

Though every time,
I always come back to you.
And you await me.
Arms open, waiting patiently.

Why can't I see?
I keep being so blind.
You always loved me,
In all that pass of time.

What can I do?
You keep being so blind.
I always loved you,
In all that pass of time.

But even if I'm desperate for a guy,
I'm more desperate for love.
But I'm to scared of the lies,
Scared to loose that friendship of yours.

So around I keep looking,
Hoping to find a guy as fine.
But my search is deceiving.
So I keep on shoving guys in my mind.