Silent Tears

Silent, pathetic tears,
Cruise gently down my face.
Watching as you down another drink,
And throw another punch.

You can't hear my cries,
Deep and long into the night.
A strangled sob crosses my lips,
As you look at me in disgust.

Am I really that bad,
That you can't bear to look at me?
Have to drink all the time,
And hurt your little girl?

I'm sorry if I am,
You deserve a whole lot better.
I know I'm dissapointing,
But I want to try,
Just for you.