Ice
There's nothing wrong with feeling, feeling is wrong with me.
And I tried to set out everything, but eveyone is done.
But you can't know how the world works when it won't even budge.
I wanna go out, I wanna find what is mine.
You left without saying goodbye anyway.
I guess I have your memory, your lies that I made.
You didn't even see me, not even for me to hide.
And I couldn't even feel it, not even for you.
I guess my heart was breaking,just falling two.
You left the world because of all this reckless fight.
You faught everyday, but you never faught.
You never showed me what I could of done, what I did to lock.
Myself into to a world, a world without you.
I can still feel you with me, just holding onto.
I wish I could see you, hear you talking to me.
I wanna hear your voice, so much that it hurts.
I almost want to tell you, but then I regret.
How your voice cannot be heard, been daft in my head.
I can't even remember those words that I said.
So I figure this world out, like you never done.
And I try out your clothes, never fitting me.
I never fit in your world, your world was darken to me.
And I can't find the words, just what to say.
I was your little girl, but you just blew away.
Like a capterpillar you see and before you know it, it flies.
So now I hope your happy, I hope you can see.
What your little girl is doing, what you're doing to me.
You didn't have to leave, you could of just came back home.
I wish I could see you, just to see your face.
But I never will again, until I walk off the face.
Of this earth that has been so cruel to me.
And if I could the pain, I would take it away.
I would fall off this earth just to hear you say my name.
And for you to hug me, hug me and bring me down.
I would lay with you, in your white hosptail bed.
I would tell you how much, how much you meant.
Just talking with you, it would be enough.
So now I feel cold, like there's emptiness here.
In all the walls and spaces, night brings me fear.
Because every dream I have, is always for you.
About how Mommy is dreaming, singing to you.
And how sisters are fighting, fighting just to soothe.
But they tried to break your heart, they could of broke mine instead.
Because Daddy, if this is real, then I was born dead.
You never really saw me, not for long anyway.
And I would sit with you, in your hospital bed.
And we'd make plans of living, just fighting this instead.
Your fighting never won, but you were strong enough.
And Daddy, we'll get through this, even if these muffled
Sounds are just my cries for you instead.
But you were born for me and you were my angel.
You were my angel before you even went away.
But now, I am the ice, just try to break me free.
Just try to break through me.
R.I.P., Daddy, you were cooler than you thought.
I miss your corny jokes, your funny voice and your hairy knuckles.
You will always be my inspiration.
I'm sorry I had to let you go.
And I tried to set out everything, but eveyone is done.
But you can't know how the world works when it won't even budge.
I wanna go out, I wanna find what is mine.
You left without saying goodbye anyway.
I guess I have your memory, your lies that I made.
You didn't even see me, not even for me to hide.
And I couldn't even feel it, not even for you.
I guess my heart was breaking,just falling two.
You left the world because of all this reckless fight.
You faught everyday, but you never faught.
You never showed me what I could of done, what I did to lock.
Myself into to a world, a world without you.
I can still feel you with me, just holding onto.
I wish I could see you, hear you talking to me.
I wanna hear your voice, so much that it hurts.
I almost want to tell you, but then I regret.
How your voice cannot be heard, been daft in my head.
I can't even remember those words that I said.
So I figure this world out, like you never done.
And I try out your clothes, never fitting me.
I never fit in your world, your world was darken to me.
And I can't find the words, just what to say.
I was your little girl, but you just blew away.
Like a capterpillar you see and before you know it, it flies.
So now I hope your happy, I hope you can see.
What your little girl is doing, what you're doing to me.
You didn't have to leave, you could of just came back home.
I wish I could see you, just to see your face.
But I never will again, until I walk off the face.
Of this earth that has been so cruel to me.
And if I could the pain, I would take it away.
I would fall off this earth just to hear you say my name.
And for you to hug me, hug me and bring me down.
I would lay with you, in your white hosptail bed.
I would tell you how much, how much you meant.
Just talking with you, it would be enough.
So now I feel cold, like there's emptiness here.
In all the walls and spaces, night brings me fear.
Because every dream I have, is always for you.
About how Mommy is dreaming, singing to you.
And how sisters are fighting, fighting just to soothe.
But they tried to break your heart, they could of broke mine instead.
Because Daddy, if this is real, then I was born dead.
You never really saw me, not for long anyway.
And I would sit with you, in your hospital bed.
And we'd make plans of living, just fighting this instead.
Your fighting never won, but you were strong enough.
And Daddy, we'll get through this, even if these muffled
Sounds are just my cries for you instead.
But you were born for me and you were my angel.
You were my angel before you even went away.
But now, I am the ice, just try to break me free.
Just try to break through me.
R.I.P., Daddy, you were cooler than you thought.
I miss your corny jokes, your funny voice and your hairy knuckles.
You will always be my inspiration.
I'm sorry I had to let you go.