Untitled For Now [song]

I seem to be that kid
With the cracking outer shell
All eyes on me
Attention is hell

I blush when he walks by and I
Want to stop time
So bad
I want to go back

To a time when I actually liked my friends
And had someone who said they loved me back
And meant it
I'm falling apart at the badly stitched seems

I'm just that confused girl
Lost in a circling world
And karma really hates me

Because everytime I
Try to make things right
Something bad seems to happen
Call me negative but that's what always happens

I want to go back to a time
Where everything was right
Where I was so naive and
Actually believed the above statement.

I want to go back

To a time when I actually liked my friends
And had someone who said they loved me back
And meant it
I'm falling apart at the badly stitched seems

When I could actually be happy
And I my love songs were actually sappy
When I wrote love songs at all
What's happened to me over the
Last three years?
I don't know

Happy go lucky is so far away
I'm angry every single day
And I'm pushing them away
For my own needs
I'm a self centered almost teen-ager.

I want to go back

To a time when I actually liked my friends
And had someone who said they loved me back
And meant it
I'm falling apart at the badly stitched seems

And all that matters
And all that matters
And all that matters
Is you actually believing me for once.