Teach Me How To Cry..

I always laugh to hide the pain
I always laugh to keep my heartache
but it's not enough to laugh
It's not enough to be seen by others
smiling, like without any dilemma.

I just laugh when they talked about you
I just laugh when they asked me how are you?
They don't know we split up
I didn't say anything
'cause they won't stop asking me why?

I wonder why we split up
Everything was fine and comely
We're both together all the time
You and me promised each other
But in just one snap...

Still I keep on laughing
Pretending it's not true
As I laugh I didn't notice
Tears run down to my cold cheek
I was laughing...no I was crying

I feel like being crushed
broken into pieces
I try to let out the misery
but I can't, I'm too weak
I lost you because of that

I'm such a fool, isn't it?
Fooling myself believing it's Ok
You taught me to laugh at times like this,
Hope you've also taught me to cry
to let out all the pain inside my heart.