Is This Really Me

Is this really me.............the door into the darkness or the door into the light. I just dont know? i wonder if there is a way to understand who I really am. To understand what will i make with my life. Can I change, can I see who will I be what will I do.I don`t understand who I`m hidding inside me. I`m just different from other people, i`m weird that way. Can i get answers from my mind. Can you answer that, do you know who you really are bacause I don`t.