Rainbow Power

I walk through doors like an undefined shadow
marking my lost speach spelling out N.Y.C
my eyes do not decieve what this world fails to preach
14 year olds getting gay raped in the streets
a blood pact i just want to scream
these needles burn me i lost my voice to sing
secrets hold me i can no longer bring breath to those who choose to weep
across what cannot be seen
a child useing hideing her dreams
a child useing cause gay is all she sees
a child living in hate and abuse
a child living in pain and seeking refuge
a cloak over her shoulder
only to stop cold shudder from the reckless hours of momentless wander
the tears they shatter like frozen glamour
chased by predators cause rainbow are our letters
our name our power
but a child runs and buys a bag only to trick on the streets and gag
she cant even vouge on the streets cause her pride is shot down
as shes called a fag a cunt a freak
my eyes burn from the sight of deep alleyways scareing my life away
that ive been running from fire blowing my cells away
this cold battering my life away
these pills numbing my sick to stay
cause just one cold shoots a fever decay
i raise my flag colors run bombs in front of disrespect
to differency done wrong
thats why were shot in a hole and our voices are choked our mind is hurt
and our pride still shows
cause after this we still let our gay show
why? cause thats all we were born to know