Always Pain

Living in this world alone never had place to call my own
always wishing for this world to place a stone
these bullets flying these young ones dying
pulling that flag and hearing your mothers crying
blood was split dice was bet
a needle for sex
dont you think i should have hiv for death
im still living after all that rain was given down my block
it was still a shock i never had any locks
so i say 1-800- fuck the mutherfucking cops
i grind my bets back and forth hopeing that my heart dosent fully short
im sick of running from all this pain letting all these colors fucking stain
my eyes are shamed to notice that lifes a lost game