More than anything

Every day I tell myself:
"your over him,
he's not worth it,
not wort your tears,
you are too good for him"
but I'm lying to myself
I know that.

Every day the lie gets bigger and bigger
becoz every day I love him even more.
He is all I think about,
all I dream about,
all that I want,
But he doesn't like me
not that way.

I look like there is nothing wrong
like everything is perfect,
but the truth is that it's not.
Every night I cry myself to sleep
it's become my lullaby.

We were once "a thing"
but the memories of it hurts
it was all so perfect
all so right
he mate my life worth it
I thought I had finally found the one
I loved him so much
and still do.

But he took it away from me in 6 words:
"I just want to be friends"
these words are the most
painful I've heard
left me crying for
hours
days
months
but I still love him...
more that anything.