Insane

I waited for you.
But you’re not coming back.
Now I am through.
Intelligence is something I must lack.

I should’ve known you’d find the girl for you.
Hold her close & tell her you love her.
And forget about me, too.
But the thought never seemed to occur.

Is she better then me?
Pretty, funny, I guess she’s smart.
If only you could see.
My fragile heart being torn apart.

I waited but you never came.
I missed you until I found out.
That this was all your little game.
Now I want to shout.

Play with my heart?
You think it’s fun?
Well this is just the start.
And I’m not close to done.

You will regret the day you left, never to return.
I will laugh and have a smile on my face.
When you see all the pictures I burn.
It’s time to leave this place.

It’s gone, my pain.
I had because you weren’t there.
I’m going insane.
My tears are now becoming fear.

You see what you did, what you made,
Me into?
Now even I am afraid.
For you.

I’m not like I used to be.
This isn’t real.
This isn’t me.
It’s the pain I don’t want to feel.

What did I do.
Why am I this way.
What am I turning into.
After that horrible day.