Hollow Inside

Walk through your door,
Here nothing at all,
And you sigh with relief, lean against the wall,
Knowing that if he was here,
You would go hollow with fear,
As he kicks you,
You can't run and hide,
All you do is feel empty inside,
You dream of happy ending and fairy tales,
And you can't help but wish it was you and him,
No matter how many beatings he brings,
You love him alot,
No matter how hollow you feel inside,
Although you want to run and hide,
You fight the urge and stay by his side,
You tell yourself that one day he'll stop,
He won't give in, no matter how hard you try,
So you sit and you cry,
For how hollow he makes you feel inside,
And you want to explode, to die and float,
In that dreamland the black, where nothing hurts,
And one day you realise that your not alone,
But keep taking the beatings,
And getting more and more,
Hollow inside.