pointless, worthless

so tell me
am i still pointless
worthless in your mind
why cant you
find something real to actually beleive in
i'm taking
taking it all away
your personal test dummy
your always pointing the gun
at my damn head!
you got me backed up into the corner
what i dont understand is
why i
actually allow this
now i'm throwing punches..at you
so tell me
am i still pointless
worthless in your mind
why cant you
find something real to actually beleive in
missguided anger is thrown at me
ya pushed me to the ground
screaming my stupid mistakes
slaps to face bout my past
no matter what i'm always in last
you twist and turn my words
turn them into venom that kills me...
so tell me
am i still pointless
worthless in your mind
why cant you
find something real to actually beleive in
why?!?!
cant you shut up?!?!
sometimes it gets to much!
now im falling down
dying breathe
ready to fight
screaming!!!!
why cant i win
even if i throw some punches
someone tell me
what i did wrong
so tell me
am i still pointless
worthless in your mind
why cant you
find something real to actually beleive in
so tell me
am i still pointless
worthless in your mind
why cant you
find something real to actually beleive in