Locked in

I'm screaming inside, can't you hear me?
You look down, a sympathetic smile,
I cannot even smile back,
Agony, oh, this is torture,
In a hospital bed unable to move, but my eyes watch everything,
I've seen the corruptness of the hospital,
Of society,
The nurses don't care for patients,
Each one is just another part of their job,
Have you seen their lifeless eyes?
They only care for their pay-check, nothing else,
I would swap my life for theirs,
It would be a life worth living, better than this?
Anything is,

I used to be able to smell the blossom on the trees,
Now there is nothing like that,
The choking stench of hospital antiseptic,
It burns my fantasies I choke in the flames,
I wish they could here me screaming,
The injustice, how I long for passion,
But it's gone, not burning in my eyes anymore
But maybe you can still see the smoke,
How can I resurrect my fire?