My Pain Every Day

I wish I couldn’t see

Because these lights burn my eyes

I want to rip out my spine

So that the pain will go away

I close my eyes, in search to numb my brain

But I still see the light, the bright blinding light

I want to drain my brain from my skull

So this pulsing pain, this horrible pulsing stinging pain

May possibly go away

Except it would come back

Because this happens everyday

This is my life

Every day I want to rip out my spine and drain my brain

Just in the chance I would end my life

Just to make this pain go away