My Suicidal Dream

Crying tears of sorrow and taking something sharp
Sitting all alone, in the comfort of the dark
Cutting and watching the blood slowly seep
This is what happens in my sleep
In my suicidal dream

Feeling so down and taking a rope
Hanging it up and losing hope
With one more final, hopeless call
I put it over my head, I jump, I fall
In my suicidal dream

Pacing up and down the floor
Finally taking the box and locking the door
Arranging the pills all in a line
Before taking them all, at the same time
In my suicidal dream

Sitting and sobbing one hopeless day
Telling someone I feel this way
They sit and listen and talk to me
Rather than help me do it, they set me free
In my suicidal dream
Which will never be real…