Indestructible

What you said wasn't new.
Those words you speak every time I see you.
I swear you think I'm indestructible.
Like I can't be broken.
But I'm not

I love you forever
And thinking you love me too makes me want to say never.
That reappearing feeling of our love being lost
Or never existing
hurts me more than you can believe

I am getting tired of it.
Of waiting in a pit
Of sorrow and greif
Because I feel like its my fault
that you don't love me

Even though I've never forgotten you
Doesn't mean I haven't thought of you
And when you come crawling to me.
Don't expect anything
Even though I love you
It doesn't mean I'll take you back