JONNY X

Your the nicest guy ive ever met
Your the only relationship I regret
Not because I didnt love you
But because of what your friends made me do

I hated what I did on you
I told you that to your face
You just stood there silently hating me
Staring into space

I am sorry for what I did
I really, really love you
I am sorry for what I used to be
But ive changed, i have, its true

Maybe we met at the wrong time
We were both so very young
but baby, ive grown up now
come see what ive become

Im a beautifull butterfly flying now
Yearning to love you and for you to love me back
Baby, Im missing you agonisinly
its killing me, pulling me off track

Do you still feel anything Jonny?
is it all in my head
not that i deserve your love
please dont let the hurting spread

i will hurt forever
only untill some day
i am yours and you are mine
and in your heart i can stay

Im a woman now
Needing maturity in return
I have grown closer to the memories of you Jonny
for you my hear shall endlessly yearn