Automysophobia (The fear of being alone)

Alone, the place where I cannot be.
And silence, the void that I want to fill,
But instead it’s suffocating me.
So I sit there, all thoughts and silence.

But to be alone, I cannot bear
The look in her eyes,
and The shimmer of hair.
But when I speak, no words appear.

The fear may drive from me reaction,
A stupid mistake,
I want some more action.
But she’ll never be as good as her.