This Heartbreak Is Getting Old

You've taken my heart more than once and shredded it to pieces
Watched me crash and burn into the pavement in pools of crimson
Just let me melt away into the soil where I belong so many feet below
Pulling me back up will only bring a fate worse than death
Having to face the world with my white teeth smile and you by my side
Can't you see the blood pouring from my chambers?
You put the hole back in my heart, but the docs can't patch this one up
Not even the tightest bond will hold this one together
As the clock ticks, I wither away to dust in the air
My dreams trying to fortell better days
I wake thinking you're still there with me
But you're gone and in the game like nothing's happening
My pain is your gain, then turns to your ache
Another heartbreak to add to your tally etched in the wall
With the knife of lust you've used for oh so long
You'll paint my lips red with all the blood that I've shed
And add up my tears for a pretty penny in your pocket
You say you'd be rich if all the tears you made reality were coins
And let me just say, you'd be rich off just mine.