JADED AND HATED

It does not do to dwell on dreams,
To wish, To promise, To love,
To want it all, To live my live,
All alone in this world, abandoned,
And forsaken, To live my life by myself.
Shattered to pieces, I cry alone.
Remembering the times we had.
How long has it been? 3 months?
This memories of me and you.
When will this agony end?
I'm feeling half alive.
My unheard voice will never be broken.
How did I become Miss Independent?
I was never independent.
This unnoticed pain,
Burns like a thousand suns.
This black rose, was for you.
Made by your lies,
Lies I never want to hear again.
This confusion is taking over me.
Before it used to be us,
but now I'm left alone.
Before it used to be lust,
But then it all turned into pain.
Love is gone.
When you came into my life,
You gave me this feeling.
And now you take it away.
Why?