Thinking of Him

I take a drink of water, I think of him,

I take a bite of my liunch, I think of him,

I see the color green, I think of him,

I write this poem, I think of him,

I take a breath, I think of him,

I cry, I think of him holding me saying "Everything will be okay.",

I have a suicide thought, I think of him stopping me,

I go to bed, I think of him kissing me goodnight,

When I finish this poem, I think of Him.