Finally Gave Up

My stomach drops to the floor
My hands tremble, my head begins to hurt
And my chest tightens with every breath I take
I sit there, face to face with Life
But it decides to turn its back and walk away
Ignoring my cry for help
Fate then starts to laugh at me
And chooses to leave me stranded
Tears flow from my eyes
And lightly hit the ground
While my dignity falls out of my hands
And smashes, shattering to pieces
Feeling so lost and afraid
And wanting to let it all go
I realize that there's no one to turn to
No one to understand
It's just me
And my pessimistic mind
It's too late to change
Or to start over again
I've finally given up on everything
Since everything already gave up on
me.